February 2, 2007 Dear Diary,
There were so many happenings today. Today, my classmate cried because of an unexpected report. T he worst was, the one who reported was her close friend. Her close friend reported to our class student welfare that my best friend, let's name her Prits, was doing a public display of affection or PDA with her bf, let's name him Prots, four times inside the school campus which is a violation.Prits knew that if she would do that again, she would be suspended from school. I am also hurt whenever they're doing a PDA because her bf was my ex- bf. I'll admit that until now, he's still in my heart and I'm hoping that he would love me again just like in the passed. If Prits didn't come in our lives, probably, we are happy with each other right now. Of course, we would not do PDA because I know what's best for my studies. I don't want to have a bad record and most of all, I don't want others to think that I'm an easy-to-get person. Back to the PDA something, I didn't object because in my two eyes, I also saw them doing that. Even if she's my best friend, I chose what's right. In fact, I reported. My best friend didn't know that I reported. She wanted to die. She didn't eat her lunch, she didn't eat her snacks. If I would tell her, she would become more desperate. This may affect her studies. I don't want her to loose hope and continue her studies. I was very angry to her bf, Prots, because he ruined our lives. I hate boys because for them, girls are like toys. For me, they are all liar like my father.They are all stupid. While I was listening to the radio, I heard the song " Someday ". I love the lines in the song which says, " Someday, I'll forget about you, you'll see, I won't even miss you ". If I were to dedicate that lines, I would dedicate that to Prots because he deserve it. I want to slap him on the face him to realize how he destroyed our lives.I will give you a clue, Prots knows how to play the guitar while Prits knows how to sing. Did you got it? They are very controversial!!! I don't want to fall in love with somebody again. I want to focus on my studies to have a better future. If I already finished college, that's the time for me to get married and form a happy family. My classmates hate the two of them. They didn't expect Prits to do that. I also cried today because whenever my best friend is crying, I am also influenced to cry. I don't wanna see my best friend crying because that would break my heart. I always protect her from those guys but still, she would come near them. I'm confuse about the happenings in my life now. It started when I entered the high school life. They say that the happiest stage of a student is during high school days. For me it is the worst.